IT'S HERE: Happiness Is A Sad Song - Cadence's Wishes
đĄ Would you like to give in to the simple path? Do it the easy way, and the reward is that reassuring feeling that at least you're safe... But you're not. Everything can change in a moment and you could lose your job, you could lose your career, your friends, everything. In just a moment.
To me, not being myself is not a price I'm willing to pay. I want to be more clever than that- danger is always going to be here with us, right?
đ€ I think this song speaks for itself. This song is a girl realising she did the wrong thing and she needs to fix it. Happiness sounds like a sad song now, but soon, it will be a gorgeous melody. "The melody that writes my book, I'll try to change it".
đ§✮ I wrote this song at college, during a class. I was feeling so overwhelmed so I wrote down all of my thoughts. I looked around me and all my classmates were paying attention. They're always paying attention. They're good at things, they're talented, but when it comes to me... no matter how much effort I put, I'm still a failure. "Why?", I asked myself, even though the answer was obvious: this is not what I like, this is not my passion... I wanted to run away because I embarrassed myself so many times. Ugh. It was like standing on a blood puddle, I was standing on my infinite mistakes, while holding a balloon of innocence that told me "you should still fight for your dream".
đŠč Am I delusional? Yeah, probably. But I don't want to conform ever again! I don't want to live a life that doesn't belong to me. When I see my future, all I see is a girl singing on a stage. That is my future, because I say so.
So yeah, guys. That's what this song is about. Depression, basically... I'm kidding. It's about growing up and trying to find your place in the world, but you're so young and you're afraid. Failure is my biggest fear.
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